Saya tidak tahu bertahankah saya me

Saya tidak tahu bertahankah saya merawat nenek
Walau nenek tidak sehat sekarang ,kenapa dia selalu bersikap sinis benci kepada saya
Disitulah saya merasa tidak betah ,

結果 (英文) 1:

I don't know bertahankah I take care of my grandmother Even though grandma is not healthy right now, why he always behaved cynically hate to me Where I feel at home,

結果 (英文) 2:

I did not know I was taking care of grandma bertahankah
Even grandma is not healthy right now, why he always hated me cynical
That is where I feel at home,